life on the moon

Here in this crowd I'm feeling all alone
Turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more every day and I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light

Here are my terms, have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

Life on the moon
Couldn't be any stranger
Life on the moon
Wouldn't feel as far away
The life that I knew, it's through
And I'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room,
It's like life on the moon

Float off the ground; my head's up in the air
Self-conscious to a fault, with all the people everywhere
It's getting harder every night, to take the punches left and right
Just to know that you're here by my side

Here are my terms, have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

Life on the moon
Couldn't be any stranger
Life on the moon
Wouldn't feel as far away
The life that I knew, it's through
And I'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room,
It's like life on the moon

Getting lost in my own atmosphere
Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes
It's the cost of getting out of here alive

Life on the moon
Couldn't be any stranger
Life on the moon
Wouldn't feel as far away
The life that I knew, it's through
And I'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room
Life on the moon
Life on the moon
The life that I knew, it's through
And I'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room
It's like life on the moon
Life on the moon

first experiment

today, in the chemistry lesson... we are doing experiment^^ a little bit shocked, because we are going through the EF, whose experiment had ended a few days ago.
then, teacher explained that we have too many holidays afterwards, our lesson must be dragged in front.

when we have our eyes peeled to see the experiment, teacher called out someone to be assistant. the usual guang ying, cause he's a boy... wakaka...

then, she looked at me @me gosh....@
" come, this experiment is not dangerous." may be my face went pale due to the air con( as usual)
actually, i am just shocked by her willingness to let a clumsy one to do an experiment. and.. it is lead nitrate....sounds creepy.

then i went out to handle it.
"what am i waiting for" i asked in earnest when teacher handed me the instruments...
"nothing dangerous, just pour two things together, if it drips on your hand, just wash it , it will be fine."
"right."

anticipation.... teacher explained about the experiment. then, with a signal i poured the two liquid together.
the two colourless liquid turns into yellow colour as it touched together. excited^^
but nothing happens later, interesting still
i am so delighted. thank you for the treat^^ teacher, am grateful..
then i send the instrument back to the preparing room, which is my duty.
i met a girl helper. she is so kind, she let me in to the room. full of bottles and boxes full of chemicals and instrument.

haha.. with the lab desk strewn with paper, bags, stationery, and even his basketball...
no wander they won't let me in.
i should have guessed.
but it is still a haven for me. full of chemical and instrument. i can spend a day to look at them.

one day, i will be a chemist, and i can look and even use them everyday.
am looking forward to that ending^^

H2SO4

i am so happy today....
we have a double lesson in chemistry...
we tried to do an experiment in class. how to identify hydrogen.
we are eager to hear the faint pop of hydrogen, insincere, it's me who was hyperventilating to hear the so-called pop...
teacher commented on the zinc powder, too little
then yu min and guang ying tried... no hope.
too eager, i raised my hand to volunteer and take the extra portion.
then, she said try once more. okay, no offense in here.
nothing happens, it's my turn now.
li yun and i went to the lab for more portion.
the helper in the lab suggest h2so4....
"teacher asked about hcl. and how many moles is it?"
"0.1hcl." .... so kedekut
no wander the experiment turns out to be a failure.
"i'll give you h2so4." he said and looked behind me. mysterious
but h2so4.so happy, tried very hard not to laugh out loud.
then, we waited outside the lab for a long long time...
the door openned, not him, it is just kar hoe, asking us why are we standing at there...
we waited for another decade.
he came out with two flask in his hand.
"it is h2so4," his face seems queer when he handed me the flask.
well. i went forward to fetch it...so delighted.
"i know." can't help smiling.
li yun fetched another one with cautious hand and frightened face.
"it is h2so4," he added with a slightly amiable smile. he even raised his eyebrows...
"i knew it." i nodded in pleasure, nearly bursted in happiness.
he just look at the flask."it's h2so4,"he added cautiously,"don't run or fall, or, just be careful."
it is wrong to run in front of a helper in lab .
"okay, i know."happy to hold it...h2so4...powerful solution, now in my hand, happy. i thought the first time i can hold it may be in university... but now^^
"thanks, bye."
most impolite, but i am so happy...
h2so4, it is my pleasure....i am so happy, probaly, burst in happiness
time of my life. the advantage of being the helper^^

physics

physics test.... i am so sorry maomao...
i had prepared to stand in front of the class at every start of the lesson every day , with purple yuan wen....
i am confident that i can get beter marks next time.
there's so many things that i need to change this year.
when can i improve?
i am lousy, and i don't need any comments on that...
i had tried my best...

end of 2009

the last day in 2009...
i hope that the time could just stop for a while. (i know it is totally incredulous.)
anyway. i simply love this stressed out year. my dreams come true, and my health had became better.
the most of all, i have had a lot of amiable friends this year.
i read a lot of books during this holiday, and i am enormously grateful.

can't wait to see you guys. back to school. adrenalin kept rushing around my veins. i miss you all my friends, my teachers, my school...

your sincerely,
MYM
ps. not at home...

heart~ broken

i'm too happy, in fact, i could feel that my heart burst in happiness..,
it is the best gift that i could ever get for this year.
i had reached my dreams... eventually, after all those hard works.
too many happy things happens in the same time, making me hard to believe, that it is not a dream after all, but it is a dream come true incident.

thank you very much for those who had helped me.
for those who had waited for years to see me fall, here it goes, i'm mym... who had achieve her dreams, which was claimed as imppossible for a lowly artist's kid. damned prejudice... i had proven it as a foul

anyway, thanks a lot to everyone, my mother, my teachers, and my friends, who gave me a helping hand in the hard days. my enemy, who gave me the strenght to prove that you all are wrong^^

i could only repeat it, for i am too happy.... THANK YOU

happy...?

i always wanted a pet.
but mom won't allow it, bcause the animal i want has lots of fur.
my dad will lock it outside the house at the first sight of it.
so, it was pointless to argue with them.
well, mom's escuse is reasonable, i can't get myself near some pet which will shed fur everyday. i may have some allergies.
but dad... i hate the kind of pet that you like... that's all, end of my wishes.

now, i have picture of kittens everyday in my blog. and i have a virtual bat as my pet...
i must accept it, it was the best pet that i can get for myself.

today, my nose allergies started again.
it was such a nuisance. i can't even enjoy a day without my nose in agony.
it was tiresome. i need to sweep them off every second, in case it started to flow out...

i dislike doctors, they say my nose allergies can cure...
look at the state of me... did i looked as if i am cured?

forget it, anyway, i am happy today because i get a pet...
even thought it was virtual, it was still my pet.